9.13.08 was the day you left this earth, and also the worst day of my life. You are my hero, you were the strongest women I ever met. You always would hold my hand so tight, and I would kiss it. Every Saturday you had a nail appointment with me. I would come to your room in the rest home, and paint your nails. I would put up a sign that said NONAS NAILS. You me and mom would play uno and you would cheat. haha. I remeber when I was younger I used to come over to your condo and sleepover, and make easy mac, and draw. It seemed just like average days, but little did I know, it wasnt going to last forever, nothing lasts forever. I remeber one time I was little, and I didnt want to sleepover because I was home sick. So my mom picked me up. I can honestly say that I regret it so much. And im goint to regret it for as long as I live, because I can never get that night back. You could say that I have become a stronger person. I was 12 when you passed away, and I saw it. I saw the priest give you your last prayers, and I saw you die. I saw my whole family cry, and I saw my mom become depressed. Thats a hell of alot to see when your only 12. I dont know if you were watching from above, but at your funeral, i kept holding your hand, because i thought that maybe I could bring you back to life or something, I dont honestly know. It was stupid of me. I have grown up so much. And i have changed alot to. You would be both proud and dissapointed in me. And im sorry if you are, but im not perfect. Alot has changed in my life, for the better and for the worst. I wish you were there to have helped me, because you always knew the right thing to say. I miss your smile, and your hugs, your hugs always made me feel better when I was down. I wish I could hold your hand again, you had such a tight grip:)

I miss you more then words can say,

Teamo forever and eternity,

Your grandaughter